Everything End......

hmm.....now i'm at my office..now 4.15 pm..after have a short conversation with his ex-girlr, i know i have to end all of this..i will agree he break me..fine..even i feel hurt so much but i know they love each other and i dont have any reason to broke their relationship..i love him more than i knew..what i want now is he can live happy with a girl that he love so much..i dont want disturb him after tomorrow..it's completely 1 week we run our relationship..thax god cuz already give me this beautiful experience.. i will be an adult soon..this painful make me a little sick but i aware, outhere many people feel hurt and sick than i am..why i post this???...hmm just want you alll know that love can change everything...first i want to do my revenge but at last i know that i really love him n i cant hurt him even he already hurt me so much...hahahaha....i become crazy now..but i feel it was a beautiful experience for me to be an adult and live at this real world....

18-24 of August

hmm....
I dont know that it was a sweet or bad story..but it make me feel happy n anthusias to start my day..first,it just a game for us but it finally be the sweet moment..we start our relationship. actually both of us didnt know that we have to continue our plan to be a couple or not..but about 2-3 days i think i really love him..i also didnt know it is a true feeling come from the deepest of my heart or just a cheat who want to confused me..but for now i dont want to think about others...what is important to me is i really love him with all my heart....

one probleme is we cant exposed our relationship statues cuz something will terrible us if we exposed it soon...
god plz help us to settle this probleme n plz bless us too..
amin..

My Day

haaaaa...
today is a tired day for me..i have to go work at my off day..last night i spent my time with Jeri Mulia...she is my friend...its a little sad cuz i cant hang out with all my friend last n9...with D'Lacelyn....i miss the..miss their laugh..
guys, if the time can be repeat again,i will use it as good as i can...now i at my office doing my job..oww...but i enjoy it...sometime i feel that i spent too much at my job...so i forget when is my time for God...

i'm sorry..forgive me God...i listen to holy song right now...Father change my life to be a good life as a gold u made up my soul,as the water flows at the river,ur love never stop to me...thax god because u give me change to be ur sweet child...give ur bless to me n for the next day..i will do the best for my family n also for You my lord....I beleive u always beside me....when i need even when i forget u...u nevr leave me...I love u Jesus...

D'Cosdo I Miss U

kurang lebih 3 bulan berlalu, saat aku melangkah pergi meninggalkan bangku SMA.. entah kenapa,hati ini begitu merindukan saat bersama dengan D'COSDO..tiap memori yang telah q rekam kini terimbau kembali..I Miss U D'COSDO..
tapi apa kan daya waktu terus berputar..meninggalkan kisah lama menempuh kehidupan baru di dunia nyata..tanpa gelak ketawa serta canda tawa kita bersama..hidup ini terasa sunyi..setiap pagi q membuka mata berharap akan kembali ke sekolah mengerjakan PR bersama,saling menyontek, ribut bersama dan berhasil membuat guru2 pusing kepala melihat tingkah kita...
sahabat2 q..mungkin kini kalian smua telah berhasil mencari perguruan tinggi tempat kalian melanjutkan perjuangan..adakah kalian merasakan apa y aq rasakan saat ini..???
satu pinta q..jgn pernah menghapus kenangan kita bersama...sebab sesungguhnya tanpa masa lalu kita tidak akan bisa menempuh hari esok..rindu ini akan terbawa sang bayu menuju kepadamu wahai smua sahabat2 Q....

I Really Love U all guys.....

Heal The World

Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better 
world for our children and our children's children. So that they know 
it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better 
place. 

There's a place in your heart 
And I know that it is love 
And this place could be much 
Brighter than tomorrow. 
And if you really try 
You'll find there's no need to cry 
In this place you'll feel 
There's no hurt or sorrow. 
There are ways to get there 
If you care enough for the living 
Make a little space, make a better place. 

Chorus: 
Heal the world 
Make it a better place 
For you and for me and the entire human race 
There are people dying 
If you care enough for the living 
Make a better place for 
You and for me. 


If you want to know why 
There's a love that cannot lie 
Love is strong 
It only cares for joyful giving. 
If we try we shall see 
In this bliss we cannot feel 
Fear or dread 
We stop existing and start living 
Then it feels that always 
Love's enough for us growing 
Make a better world, make a better world. 

Chorus: 
Heal the world 
Make it a better place 
For you and for me and the entire human race. 
There are people dying 
If you care enough for the living 
Make a better place for 
You and for me. 

Bridge: 
And the dream we would conceived in 
Will reveal a joyful face 
And the world we once believed in 
Will shine again in grace 
Then why do we keep strangling life 
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul 
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly 
Be God's glow. 


We could fly so high 
Let our spirits never die 
In my heart I feel 
You are all my brothers 
Create a world with no fear 
Together we'll cry happy tears 
See the nations turn 
Their swords into plowshares 
We could really get there 
If you cared enough for the living 
Make a little space to make a better place. 

Chorus: 
Refrain (2x) 


There are people dying if you care enough for the living 
Make a better place for you and for me. 
There are people dying if you care enough for the living 
Make a better place for you and for me. 

You and for me / Make a better place 

Where Is The Love

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK 
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate 
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying 
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us 
Send some guidance from above 
Cause people got me got me questioning 
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in 
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions 
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth 
Then you never know love 
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying 
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach 
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us 
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning 
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying 
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach 
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us 
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning 
Where is the love?(fade) 

Guys, do u ever ask yourself???...

Where is the love..???

is it still exist in this world????

let us find where is the LOVE is.....

I love you, i love you with all my heart. 
I feel so sad when we are apart. 
I dream about you all nite and day. 
I just can't wait till you're mine to stay.

DOUBT THAT THE STARS ARE FIRE, DOUBT THAT THE SKY IS BLUE, DOUBT TO BE A LIAR, BUT NEVER DOUBT I LOVE U...